Friday, March 13, 2009

Finally

Finally, I'm free.
Free from lab work.
No more experiment.
No more worry.
No more final year project.
But still have thesis.
But I feel good now.
Happy!
Thought of pampering myself.
Any suggestion? hehe

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Life isn't good enough!

I want my freedom!

I need more and more freedom!

Set me free. Please!
I need my crazy life.
Please don't take it away from me.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Treasure

Took 1030 bus back to malacca.
Reached malacca at 1230.
Dad picked me up.
Went to grandma's shop to visit her.
She is thinner and looked tired.
She was really happy that I went back to see her.
First time I saw her tears dropped.
Same goes to my dad.
When I talked to grandama, I saw the droplet of tears.
He turned to wiped them off.
But, I saw.
I hope she can get well soon.
I love her.
Today I did something I rarely do to my family.
I hugged her before i left.
Hug actually is not a culture practise in my house.
But that moment meant a lot to me.
I think she thought the same too.
Bought 1400 bus ticket.
Back to Serdang at 1540.
Today was a rainy day.
For both the weather and feeling.
Treasure everyone in life.
Not too late to regret.
Not too late for a move.
An action do make a lot of different.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

new exposal about myself~ it's complicated!

I always thought I'm strong enough.
I always thought I'm brave to face anything.
My sister told me that my grandmother was sick yesterday. She went for X-ray and will get result by today.
I called home just now. Mum told me that grandma will going for treatment in Singapore this weekend. There is something wrong with her liver. She asked me to go home this weekend.
Damn it! I have finishing school this weekend. It is quite impossible to skip.
I told my mum that I see what can I do for it then.
After put down the phone, complicated feelings all came.
Over my mind.
My feelings fluctuated.
My mood was down.
My grandama was about 92 years old. Nothing serious about her health before this. She is a good person, very kind and nice. I always thought she is very healthy.
I was shocked when know that she is sicked.
Complicated. Complicated.
Made my plan to skip tomorrow SAK class.
I will go home as early as I can to pay her a visit. Planned to come back to Serdang as early as I can too.
Thesis still have to be completed.
I always thought I will feel nothing when I heard some shocking news.
Well, I believe I was very wrong.
A good way to know myself huh.
A new exposal about myself.
God, please bless her. I wish she will get well soon so dearly.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Take a break...kit kat? ^^

Pressure is all around all these undergraduate students.

Find out what had they did?
Where they went?
Taa Daa.....
Quattro..
For?
Music? Alcohol? Erm..Release tension?


Find out already?
Well, we were enjoyed ourselves!

There are 4 seasons's bar over there.

I love this.

Love u joanne!

Sotong SS with me! ^^

A memorable fun day!