My Last Post

Well, it come to the end of the year 2010. This will be my last post for year 2010.

What have you done for year 2010? Me? Summary as below.

1. I move in to a new place near office and staying with my bf. *my 3rd house after cyberjaya*

2. I lost my beloved grandmother on 18th January 2010. *A big lost and regret in my life that i will never forget*

3. First year I never celebrate Chinese New Year. *after 23 years of happy CNY*

4. I work in the same company for more than 1 year. *about 1 and a half year to be exact*

5. I get closer with some of my colleagues and we spent time together in the clubs. LOL. *our second home, this is the year I club a lot*

6. I take initiative to know more people and not just stay at the corner to observe people. *a big step for me because I am a shy person at first*

7. I had my 24th birthday. *and I start to feel that I am OLD*

I want to thanks all my friends, family, colleagues, my love one for being supportive to me when i am down. For being there with me, bear my bad temper, bear my nonsenseness and 38ness. Haha.. Even though I know you guys will still love me a lot. I will be a better person in year 2011 and be kind to all of you. *better pray first* *winks*

Okay. So now I have to welcome year 2011.

Erm. Year 2011, I hope you will treat me nice like year 2010, give me more good luck and pamper me please.

My 2011 year's resolution as below:

1. I NEED to LOSE WEIGHT. *I want FIT and not FAT, gained so much weight in year 2010 T.T*

2. I need to have my own goal for life. I can't just spend my time doing nothing and repeat the same thing, erm what i can say is routine? I don't like routine and I get bored easily. *should I take MBA? Should I quit my job? I have to think and make decision which is hard for me*

3. I need to improve my English, want to learn more about Thai. *This is a must!!!*

4. I want to travel around the world.

5. I want to earn more money. *Lots and lots of money*

6. I want to be independent.

7. I want to learn how to drive. *LOL*

The most important thing is I want to be lucky all the time &

I want everybody to have a good life, stay healthy and be happy.

Year 2011. I can't wait to welcome you to my life. ^^

I am an i-user now~

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah!!!!!!



Finally I get it.



After so long. Went to look for it and barking at naRa few times. *he claimed* LOL



Thanks, naRa. *muacks*



I get my late birthday present ^^.....yippie~~!!!

Bye bye my hair~

side view

i am a boy~ ^^

after haircut!

before i cut my hair

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I cut my hair again.

Oh. Yes. AGAIN.

Why? Erm. Suddenly feel like cutting den I dragged naRa along to cut it.

I gave the guy i trusted authority to cut whatever style he wanted to cut and think is nice.

Well. Taa Daa...

I look so much like a boy now~ ^^

LOL. 1st day i prefer my previous hair but second day when i woke up and look into the mirror. I started to love my new hair. =p

To me, hair will grow long. So must cut it and try new style always. ^^

Any comment? i will accept..

My 24th birthday~!

My 24th birthday. Erm. I am getting older again. Yes. Again. Next year will be 25 years old. OMG! 25???!!! 25 is a scary number. When a woman reach 25 years old, they will become old very fast. Yes. Very fast. I don't want that. T.T

This year, I had a wonderful and meaningful birthday. ^^ Well, those photos should be seen from the bottom to the top. LOL.

naRa asked me where I wanted to go. We planned to go to Pangkor at first. Who knows when his schedule out, he has only 2 days off. Aiks. Plan gone. =.=!!!

Ended up on the 1st Dec, naRa drove to Port Dickson. We spent 2 days 1 night there. Just a simple plan but I had fun! I felt so much in a holiday mood. I had apply annual leaves from 29th Nov to 5th Dec. Haha. Long holidays and do not have to answer calls anymore for these few days. Felt so relax. Had fun on the beach.

On the 2nd Dec after check out, he drove to Tanjung Tuan. The place where we knew each other since 2004. We knew each other from National Service. Haha. I still remember how we knew each other. It started when he pushed me in the water when i was playing tarzan swing. Lol. Bad person. =) A lot of memories came back. Time flies. So fast 6 years already.

After that,we drove back to Malacca. We went to A Famosa Safari. It was so fun. I love to see animals. Dunno why. Haha. They were so cute and fun to watch! I went to Singapore night Safari in August last time when i visited Sg with my elder sister. Sg's Safari is awesome and have more animals. However, Melaka's Safari give me the opportunity to get closer to those animals. LOVE it!!

First time ride elephant. The skin is seriously thick. The hairs too.
Our National Service area. Miss those moments with all of them. Lisa, Peipei, Yi Tong, Ai Kim, Pei Kee, Li Ing, Siew Fern, Soo Kee, Hui Lin, Winnie, Xavier, Wen Rui, Hsiang Ping etc. *hugs*

This was taken at the beach that we used to do lots of activities. *miss it so much*

Dinner at PD. I finished this crab myself. Crab with salted egg. *Yummy*
This was taken at the Port Dickson's beach.

Love this photo lots. *Konica*

Oh ya, i went home after that Had a good n relax time at home. Went shopping with elder sister. One day spent few hundreds. I am the champion. LOL.

All in all, I had the most memorable birthday this year. With my LOVE and my family. ^^

Happy Birthday to myself~

Well, this year birthday is a bit different.

Basically I spent the time myself alone at 0000am. But, luckily I have somebody to make me smile. ^^

At 1st, felt so lonely because naRa was working and only will back after 12am. But, I have you all that spend time with me on Facebook, Msn, phone. Thanks all my babies and dearies. Lobe you all. *hugs* You all are the best~

Helmy, chatting with me since 11pm till 12am. Buddy, you are so nice man!

Henry, you are too early but I appreciate it so much. Phone msg, Facebook chatting, Facebook msg and all. But dont forget my flowers k. Hehe.

Kepei, thanks for the call. Love it. Must catch up with you soon. Sorry if i missed out a lot of things k. Take Care. *hugs*muacks*

Hmmp. Nara came back at 1 smthg with my favourite tom yam. Yummy. Gonna gain weight for supper. I still havent decide whether iphone4 or camera. He said is a must to have iphone4. Erm. I know it is a good phone. But i scare i will never use the application much. Felt like not worth it to have an expensive phone. Give me more time to think about it k. ^^

Slept at 4am and woke up at 8am. Replying facebook wishes. Thanks all my friends for your wishes. Appreciate it so much. *muacks*

Went to the gym after that. I admit I am not the one taking initiative to go. But i cant say is a force. LOL..He just wanted me to stay healthy. ^^

OK. It's time to go to shower and get ready to my next journey~ Gonna enjoy my AL to the max.

C ya, peeps...

*hugs*

Emo

Long time never really take care of my blog.

Suddenly I have the mood to go through all my previous posts.

When I read back posts about her, I can't help myself and feel sad and emo. The tears dropped again. All of these seem like just happened not long ago.

I really can't imagine if someone I care and love gone again in the future. What will happen?

I want everybody to stay healthy and happy.

My parents, my friends, my love, all the people i care and love, please don't leave me alone.

Mum and dad, i miss both of you so much suddenly.

Sometimes, love just ain't enough. There is so much we NEED to DO rather than JUST SAY.

Goodnight people.

I need YOU!!

Determination.

It's not the time for hide and seek again.

Please come to me. I NEED you so dearly.

The Magic

There is a so called 'miracle water' in the market.

I bet everybody know about this product.

What is so special about this product? Hmmph.

Recently I give it a try.

This product really WOW me.

Well, it is not cheap. But definitely worth the money.

I was wondering how come this product can be so magical.

After about a week of trying this product, I can feel the changes.

My skin becoming smoother and fairer after few weeks. The skin tone is more even compared to last time.

Taa daa...

Let me introduce you SK-II Facial Treatment Essence.

You will know the magic of it once you give it a try.

Well, at least it works on me.

神奇水，真的很神奇。试了才知道。

最近的我

很久没有把生活点滴给放上来叻啊。。趁着现在做midnight shift，有的是时间，我把最近我的生活简单的讲述一下。。。

最近参与了公司的team building。那种以前参加活动，露营的感觉又回来了。当然我还是和以前一样的爱玩。我就喜欢户外活动了。尤其是那种爬上爬下，跑来跑去的。大家一起为了自己的组而尽力，一起表演，嘻哈玩乐。。。没有压力，自由自在。。。公司出钱，我们就尽力的玩。。。

两天的时间说长不长说短不短，认识了一些新朋友。看到大家的表演，付出，觉得自己很幸运可以认识到大家。 同事对我来说是一个动力，留在公司的动力。如果没有这一些和自己一样疯疯癫癫，胡闹开玩笑的同事的话，我想任何一间公司我也呆不下去了。

最近的我，很开心；但是也是有矛盾的时候。 最近发生了一些我自己想不到的很多事情，一些自己控制不了的事情。我在想是我的问题吗？

没关系，开心就好！

生活一样过，既来之，则安之 =P

大家要快乐哟~^^~

It's FRIDAY

It's Friday.

I love Friday.

Slept at 340am just now and woke up at 6 smthg in the morning to become a good gf. *wink* My dear need to get ready to work.

After that, slept again until 12pm. Have my brunch (the nyonya dumpling that i bought at ss2 yesterday) while watching 'kang xi lai le'. *yummy*

Felt a bit feverish but need to go for a shower to make myself fresh and continue with today's plan.

Yesterday went to Mid Valley and realised today is jusco sales. I wanted to get something done as well there.

So, have to say good luck to my wallet. ^ ^

Jiak ne!

Good Morning

Good Morning!!!

2nd day of my holidays. Woke up in the afternoon at 12pm. *yawn*

I went to take a bath and after that i felt so fresh.

My whole body was shining due to OLAY total effects ultra nourishing body wash. It is a superb product with butter creamy like shower wash. It fighs 7 sign of aging all over the body.

The whitening mineral is the one that shine your skin. *MUST TRY* It smell nice too.

I'm lovin it.

^^

孔子（confucius)~ johnny ^^

我的第一天假期，看了下载已久的孔子。

本来只是要打发时间的，没想到这部戏可还是真的不赖。它成功的打动了我。

周润发演得真好啊！赞！

孔子的弟子；颜回，他为了抢救孔子的策子，不顾一切的在冰水里来回，最后也这样的被冻死了。

他打动了我，掉泪了。 好久没有被一部戏感动过了。我打从心里彻彻底底的佩服孔子，对人的教育，拥护，爱戴。孔子的思想，为什么那么的神啊？

孔子，非常特别的伟人。佩服，佩服。。。

Customer Service experience

Cm X: Hi, i would like to terminate my supplementary card.

As Standard Operating Procedure, we have to ask for the reason.

Me: Can i know the reason why you wanted to terminate the supp card?

Cm X *with crying tone*: Oh... Because my supp holder already pass away.

At that moment when i heard she said that, my tears dropped.

I understand her feeling and at that moment made me think of my grandma suddenly.

I know it's hard to accept that someone we love was away from us. Especially after that we have to take care of their things and stuff.

Everyone that I love and care, I wish you all stay healthy and happy always.

Always remember those you love as well before you do anything or make any decision.

L.O.V.E L.I.F.E

All i need is YOU!!!!

DETERMINATION

***where are you***

I NEED YOU!!!!!

Emo day

Yesterday I received a call that customer called in to ask about a transaction.

A very 'long gas' customer that keep insisted on what he wanted to know, how the transaction process and why was this and that.

Customer Y, why la you keep so much principles and why la you so stubborn, why why why? I been talking to you for about 40 minutes, called you twice and at the end you still insisted your way and wanted it to be escalated to manager. Wasting my time and spoilt my mood. This is my very first time encounter such IdXXT customer.

On the same day, another escalation due to waiver not approved. StUxxD. I hate escalations. Escalation will make you become so famous in the office. SHXXT. But they were so insisted. They think everything can be done when they speak to manager. NO WAY.

Erm. Maybe i need to be professional. No feelings involves. It's just work. But it's hard. Like what my colleague said: we are HUMAN though.

Dumpling Festival 2010

16.6.2010

It's a chinese traditional culture festival to respect and to remember a special person called "Qu Yuan" whose is a loyal person towards his country.

So, this day people will wrap sticky rice with leaves and put some ingredients inside and steam it. There are few kinds, such as chicken, pork, red bean, nyonya, 'kee' (yellow sticky rice), special and etc.

I am a very lucky person as for the previous 23 years in my life, I had the chance to eat the orginal handmade chinese dumpling from home. It's a big day in my house that preparation for this celebration will be done few weeks ago. In grandma's house, grandma and mum and some relatives will soak the leaves, wash it one by one, prepare the ingredients, fry the ingredients, sticky rice and finally on the day they will wrap it together and after that steam it in a big giant steamer.

There are few dumpling that is compulsory for them to make which are 'bak zhang', red bean, 'kee zhang'. One of my aunty will make the nyonya zhang which i like it so much. The blue and white colour one. *hungry* aiks...

Since this year grandma gone already and the old house was destroyed by government, there is no more handmade dumpling from home.

Working in KL without transport and stay in non chinese area is difficult for me to find dumpling as well.

However, I had a very nice colleague that is so sweet. She brought me a dumpling when she came to work. I am seriously felt so touching. I felt so 'hang fok' when tasted it. Thank you, Keke. This is my 1st dunpling.

I went home for father's day. Mum asked me to bring back a nyanyo dumpling but i do not hv microwave in KL so i gave up. Hope to buy nyonya dumpling when go back to malaccca soon. My 2nd dumpling was bought at serdang with dear. Tasted ok but i still miss the taste of nyonya dumpling.... :-(
*looking forward to search for it*

A memorable day

It's been so long since my last blog.

This is a proof that i'm such a lazy girl. Lol.

A big day to me. My grandma's 100th day. It is a culture i guess in buddhist to do a so called 'gong de'. I ask my parents: what does that mean. Nobody can tell me the exact reason. Just told me, after this ceremony grandma will have a better life in another space. Errmm..

Okay. Purposely took MC so that i can attend this special day because i couldnt swap my shift at all. Well, I tried. A lot of relatives and her friends came as well on that special day.

We did the 'gong de' in Cheng Hoon Teng, Malacca. From morning 6++ till night time 8++. All we did was pray, pray and pray. We get grandma, grandpa and their parents a bigger house, cars,money,maids...

at Cheng Hoon Teng doing prayers

this is what chinese mentioning: tian zi tian ting

I hope they got it now.

It was so tiring but it was worth it for the MC. At least i will not regret in the future.

Grandma, I miss you. Very much.

Rest in peace. *with love*

waiting

i'm waiting for a big day.

a very impt day next week.

i promise i will be there for you.

a feeling call 'miss'

i miss her. so much...so much...

those memories always on my mind...

i felt so guilty and i cant stop blaming myself for being so 'bu xiao'...

i should have spend more time with her...

this year will be the 1st chinese new year without you...and for the rest of the cny :-(

the feeling is so complicated and not real...

how i wished you are here with us...

how i wished to eat the reunion dinner together with you...

but this will never happen again...

how are you? i hope this year will be a great reunion cny for u and grandpa...

i wished there is a time machine to bring me back to the past

i miss you...miss you :-( so much... so much...

take care...

我敬爱的婆婆

她，是我敬爱的人。

她，很有福气。

她，很疼爱我们。

她，心肠很好。

她，是我的婆婆，是我敬爱的婆婆。

一月十六日，做工做到六点，等着弟弟载我去医院看她。我并不知道原来那间医院是离我的公司那么近。不然的话很久之 前我就会常常去看她了。到了医院，一进病房，那一幕依然清晰地停留在我的脑海。她坐在轮椅上，背对着我和弟弟。 我去到他的面前，正面看着她。我有那么一刹那的愣住，她曾几何时变得那么那么的瘦，她的眼睛有一点点红红的，因为药的副作用。我的眼泪在打转，我差不多一 个多月没见到她了，自从上次我生日之后我就没再回去马六甲看她了。即使是新年的时候，因为还要上班也没去看她。现在想回去，我真的是很不孝，我很后悔。她的 记忆还是和以往一样好，她记得我是谁。虽然她已经九十二岁了，但是她记得我们，甚至她记得我们子子孙孙每一个人的生日，哪里一个祖先的祭日，应该要庆祝的 每一个重要日子，她都记得清清楚楚。看着叔叔抱她上床，她是辛苦的。她没有力气走路了，上次见到她的时候，她还可以走路的。她躺在床上，没什么力气的伸出 她的右手要握着我的手。我握着她的手，她的手是冷的。她看着我很关心地问我做工做到怎样，吃了没，要去买来吃。 “你要吃什么，叫爸爸去买” 这句话使每一次去店里的时候，她都会告诉我们的。 我感觉到她很辛苦的讲话，真的很难过。她吃了药，有那么一段时间是我看着她肚子痛的样子。她没吃东西，也不想吃，说等下。我知道她很辛苦，她吃力的拉着病 床旁边的铁条，看得在场的我们每一个眼红红。陪了她一下子，她睡着了。我答应了他去吃饭便先回了。明天早上爸爸，妈妈和大姐会上来吉隆坡看她。我打算明天 再去看她。

一月十七日，早上六点多，大姐传简讯过来说他们不上来了因为婆婆等下会回去马六甲。因为第二天要工作所以我也没想 那么多，没回去马六甲。婆婆十二点多回马六甲，大概三点到达。她们说昨天晚上她吵着要回马六甲，她说如果再不回的话不知道几时还有机会回去。叔叔他们只好 顺着她的意思。我觉得她是放弃了，她大概知道了。她主要是要回去公公的店，那里也是我住到六年级的家。虽然那里拆了，但是那里都是她和我们的回忆，她和公 公和回忆。她交代了些东西过后便回去她的新家了。

半 夜三点多大姐传简讯来说叔叔说婆婆很严重了。他们正在赶过去。当我看到简讯的时候，我真的非常害怕，告诉大姐有什么事情通知我。四点多，大姐打来，她是哭 着的。那时，不用她多说我已经知道什么事情了。婆婆去世了。在电话的那头，我们两个很伤心地哭着。大姐说她会打给妹妹，我打给弟弟。他也哭了。明天他开 学，需要回去学校办点事才回去。妹妹明天又要register new semester 的 course. 我 很后悔为何没有回去马六甲，就算是一下子也好。大姐说她们赶过去的时候她已经去世了。为何叔叔不叫救护车？为何当婆婆在一点多感觉不舒服的时候他们没有通 知大家好让大家可以陪在她的身边？为何？为何？为何她昏迷不醒时才叫他们过去？十万个为什么？我真的很生气！生气！但是已经没有用了。。。没用了。。。

早上回去的时候，去巴士站载妹妹。她在车里已经泪流满脸。 去 到婆婆的新家进去放东西时经过客厅，婆婆就放在客厅。我们去看她的遗容的时候，眼泪就很不听话的流了下来，妹妹更是从未停过。婆婆走的很安详。她是在梦中 走的。我知道妹妹非常非常的伤心，她和婆婆很亲。每次婆婆去医院复诊都是她陪她去的，她亲眼看着她历尽那些辛苦的过程，在她临走时又没有看到她。最后一次 也许是一月一日那时吧。我知道她很自责。我也何尝不是呢。在婆婆身边烧金纸直到棺材店的人把棺材送来，看着他们把她放进去她的‘大屋’。 之 后可以做的就是摺金纸，烧金纸。第一天晚上没有安排到任何团体来帮她诵经，我有点气，为何没有呢？傍晚的时候才知道的。如果那些大人早早让我们知道，或许 我们还能做些什么。就那样的第一天晚上，我们拼命地摺金纸，因为出殡那天需要二十大袋的金银纸少给她。我们还用往生纸褶莲花给她，她一定会喜欢的。

大人们都没有完全吃斋。我，妹妹和大姐决定为了她吃斋。 起码49天，这是我们唯一可以为她做的。 从三姑那儿听说婆婆要出院回来的那一天，特地吩咐叔叔去买巧克力，而且还是Ferrero Rocher的。 为了什么？她是要送给照顾她几天的护士的，她就是这样，这样的好，对每个人都很好。我想这是为什么她能活这么久的原因吧，这是她修来的福。还有，她还说等 她好一点回马六甲时她要请两桌因为一月有很多人生日，爸爸，弟弟，妈妈，叔叔还有两个堂弟都是在一月生日。她都能记得。 我 们听到都觉得很心酸。我还听姐姐说婆婆告诉叔叔说叫他去买白衣来穿。每次看戏都是有讲到人在临终时会看到自己在世上所做过的一切，它会像是一个加快的播放 器在你的面前放映。不知道婆婆是不是也经历这个才会这么说，才会吵着回马六甲。晚上，我们几个都不睡，陪着婆婆，帮她上大香，换蜡烛因为这两样东西不能 灭。摺金纸，帮她念经，念阿弥陀佛，回向给她，好让她往生西方极乐世界。 直到早上，大人起来准备早点给她时我们才去睡一会儿。

第二晚，青云亭的师父来做法事。我们子子孙孙，大大小小都跟着师父，念经，绕着婆婆的‘大屋’。每绕一圈，看她一次，泪水就滑下来了。 婆婆很有福气，她有十个儿女，孙子孙女，内外孙，内外曾孙，一共71个。 她是五代大母。她是我伟大的婆婆。记得小时侯，我很不懂事的在婆婆面前说她偏心，偏偏偏心华语和福建同音。那时还和她怄气。现在想起来和姐姐妹妹讲起时， 大家都笑成一团。只有我记得。以前还和婆婆住在一起的时候，每天早上都会有丰富的早餐，一家人在一起吃的。六年级搬了家后，就很少和婆婆一起吃饭了，除了 大日子，年三十晚的团圆饭和一些特别的日子之外。我还以为今年的团圆饭会在婆婆的新家吃的，但是现在。。。。。。看到从国外特地回来的表哥去看婆婆的时 候，他放声大哭的时候那个画面真的很心酸，每个人看得眼红红。

第 三，第四晚都是诵经做法。姑姑还特别请慈济和人生佛学会来帮忙助念。很多亲戚朋友都有过来，新加坡的亲戚也泣不成声，婆婆生前对每一个人太好了。第四晚更 是很多人到来。第四晚我的心情已经平复了不少，但是一想到明天婆婆就要埋葬又有很舍不得了。每一次上香给婆婆我都会跟她说，不用担心，公公会带你去玩，会 照顾你，你要安心的去。和上次公公去世的时候一样，我们都会捐钱给学校和一些机构。学校的校长们都有到来为婆婆上香。

第 五天，是出殡的日子了。当乐队伴奏‘世上只有妈妈好’的时候，我看到大家都红了眼。为婆婆念最后一次的经，眼睁睁的看着封棺的那一目，又掉泪了。我真的很 舍不得她。‘大屋’被抬上车后，在培风乐队伴奏下，我们陪她走了一段路。那天的天气很好，阴阴的，可能有上帝的眷恋吧！之后，驾车的驾车，其他的上巴士， 陪送婆婆经过之前公公的店，带她看看她住了一辈子的地方，让她没有遗憾的入土。 到 了日落洞，婆婆被放入了那深入地面几尺的地方。当泥土盖上时就会是一片黑暗了，不知道她会怕吗？但是，婆婆很幸福。因为她埋在和公公一样的墓里，就在他的 旁边而已。上次公公埋葬时，就已经留了这一个位给她。我觉得很浪漫，很幸福。往生以后还可以和自己心爱的人在一起，真的很棒。我们把金银纸和准备给婆婆的 屋子烧给婆婆后，不能回头的回家了。

回到了婆婆家安婆婆的灵位。我答应自己要尽量的回来给她上香，买东西给她吃，拜祭她。这一晚，我早睡了。这是因为明天我需要回吉隆坡上班，九点开工。早上就搭六点的巴士上吉隆坡。同一天六点放工后，又搭晚上七点的巴士回马六甲。这是因为公司需要人做工。 但是，我申请了星期日的假。因为是婆婆的头七，需要上山去拜她，而且在这个特别的日子我想要在她的身边陪他。我们八点到那里拜她，而且还在那儿拍照留念。很巧的是，婆婆的出生时辰以及往生的时辰和公公的是一样的。 之后我们便回去了。有机会当我拥有自己的车子时，我一定会常常常回来拜他们两个的。话说回来，婆婆真的很保佑我们，大人们都很喜欢买字。他们的车牌几乎都有开，不是正字就是跳子。真的是太神奇了。而且有些还开了几次。谢谢婆婆，让我知道你时时都是关心大家的。

今晚，我，妈妈，姐姐和爸爸决定睡在婆婆那儿。今晚是头七，大姑劝我和姐姐不要住在那里。她说她怕当婆婆回来的时候我们会怕。但是，对我而言，她是我的婆婆，我为什么会怕她呢？决定了。 特地睡在楼阁那里，但是整个晚上我都没有听见任何声音。听他们说会有一点点的声音或者家里会有所不同，但是这些我并没有发现。哎，有点失望。我不知道她到底有没有回来啊。真的希望她有。

第二天早上有上回吉隆坡了，因为一点要做工。对我而言是值得的，因为是为了她。来回几轮马六甲和吉隆坡，我和巴士做了好朋友。

这个是我这么大以来第一个亲人去世。公公走的时候我还没有出生。第一次感觉失去亲人的痛苦，第一次眼睁睁看着亲爱的人就这样的走了。我真的还不是完全的能接受。 这 次我感觉到家人的重要性，没有人是可以取代家人的。所以真的要好好地珍惜他们，趁他们还在你的身边的时候好好地对待他们是我们能做到的。能和他们一起生活 更是再好不过了，但是我在吉隆坡做工，难免需要离开他们。答应了自己要尽可能的常回去。失去亲人真的是不好受的，我不想要等到失去了才知道要珍惜，我怕那 时太迟了。

婆婆，我爱你，你要安息呀！

p/s：我要谢谢我的team manager帮我拿到一些假期。还有谢谢nara给我的鼓励。再来要谢谢真娣，王之健，julia,sing see,kepei, meng how,kuei yong 和ah bert. 谢谢你们。