a feeling call 'miss'

i miss her. so much...so much...

those memories always on my mind...

i felt so guilty and i cant stop blaming myself for being so 'bu xiao'...

i should have spend more time with her...

this year will be the 1st chinese new year without you...and for the rest of the cny :-(

the feeling is so complicated and not real...

how i wished you are here with us...

how i wished to eat the reunion dinner together with you...

but this will never happen again...

how are you? i hope this year will be a great reunion cny for u and grandpa...

i wished there is a time machine to bring me back to the past

i miss you...miss you :-( so much... so much...

take care...