Everyday is Valentine's Day

That day was Valentine's day. I was waited this day to come since few weeks before. I don't really know why because since we had already been together for few years and this was not the first Valentine's day for us. But, I just can't wait for it. ^^

Present is not a must and neccessary thing for us. But this year, I wanted to give him something. He bought for me presents and stuffs all the days in a year. He loves me a lot. I know. But I'm actually a cold hearted girl. *Lol* I'm stubborn. I'm egoistic. I've a lot of bad habits. I'm too outgoing. I'm too playful. I'm not a good girl friend but he still appreciates me a lot. I know this.

When two person came along together, there must be something between them. Yes. Special. He is super duper special. Nice with temper. Very very patients, especially to me. ^^ Take care of me super well. People who know me long enough should have notice my changes.

What women need is the feeling that somebody do really care for them. A shoulder. A hug. A kiss. A understanding. Even a look, can really make a woman melt.

I already found my shoulder.

I hope everybody do. ^^

p/s: this is the dress last time I mentioned I bought when chinese new year eve.

chuak sai experience.

today i bathed very very early...wat time? around 745p.m. yes. u r not wrong. To me, it is. I had asked my ex-roommate chin how yee to da bao spicy pan mee for me. When i went bec from the bathroom to my room, i found out there pan mee was on my table. Then, I went to miss ang's room n ask her whther how yee came b4 or not. She just answered me y ask like tat. Then, I answered tat i saw the mee on my table. She doesnt said much and then i went back to my room. I was thinking OMG, my room was so messy. Din expect her to come so early man!

I went to take bowl and planned to continue my show. After that, I tot of sending her a msn msg n say thx. However, I found out i took the wrong chopsticks. Therefore, I went out and changed. When i went bec to room again, I tot of calling her. Then so coincidence, my phone rang. My phone was on the bed. When i picked up the phone den i realised got SMTHG beside me. The THING was hide at the corner btw my cupboard n bed.

The only thing i did at tat moment was stare at tat THING and after 2 seconds delayed, I screamed. I never scream like tat in my life before i think. Even when play space shot or some scary games.I remembered i screamed at a very very high frequency and also screamed for quite long time. Then i started to hit the THING. As hard as i can. Then cant stop laughing. Tat THING was my ex-roommate, How Yee. She and miss ang were so terrible. Their plan was to scare me and they did.

walau..this was really a good memory for me then. I think this was what i deserved bcoz years ago in college i used to scare all of them. When form 6 also, i used to scare all my housemates. Hide in the cupboard to scare yun yan to death. Hide at the corner to scare miss ang. Now was my turn.

I knew. I deserved it. :-(

Haiyo...u guys wait...to my return...........lol~

mid nite

i'm a person who enjoy the mid night moment a lot.

i like the peaceful feeling.

i like the quiet time.

mayb i'm too noisy during the day.

i need sometime for myself to stay quiet.

basically do rubbish thing at this kind of moment but i L.O.V.E it.

i know it is bad for health n i always heard ppl said will die of sudden.

but i do not care.

i'm a stubborn person.

always a stubborn person.

i do not know wat is the purpose of writing all this rubbish but i enjoy it.

a while more hv korean test but i do not care much.

sometime really dunno myself well.

yeah, like wat he always said, he knows me better than myself.

i need lot of motivations.

to do things tat i hv to do.

to keep my mind clear.

there are too much temptations out there n i couldn't resist.

i enjoy outing too much!

spend money like water.

but i enjoy it.

i'm ...i'm....i'm....

just being myself~we only live once~

你不是真正的快乐

人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色

你再也不会梦或痛或心动了

你已经决定了 你已经决定了

你静静忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着

而回忆越是甜就是越伤人

越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深切切淡掉了

你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了

当生存是规则不是你的选择

于是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞地走着

你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合

我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河

难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后再后悔着

你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合

我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河

难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了

你知道真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色

为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢

能不能就让配角全部结束在此刻 重新开始活着

by Mayday

This is another Mayday's song i like!

Been playing again n again in my laptop! :-D

my cutie pie~